What do i do? I've got emotional scarring?

your moms going through a hard time.. since your dad doesn't have a job tell him to watch the kids while you two go out for lunch or something.. my aunts husband is a 24/7 alcoholic and chainsmoker and he fights with her purposely which led her to a heartattack and severe anxiety/depression. talk to your dad and if he doesn't you should threat to call child protective services or something. im sorry you're going through this. hope this helped!